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Sunday, January 24, 2010
everyone's applying for their desired courses in their ideal universities, scholarships that they well deserve-and getting them. me? i feel so sorry for myself, cause i've not the slightest idea what course i wanna do, which uni im considering, whether i am even applicable for any scholarships (if i want any). well done.
oh yes As results is coming out soon, say in about 6 weeks' time? thinking about it, As really sucked, the papers were super crappy and i dont feel the least confident at all. ha well done again and good luck to me.
i want to be able to control my actions, and my emotions. i dont like the feeling of helplessness and despair. i want to remove those two words from my dictionary. i want to add in calm and cool so that i will be able to appear that way. i dont wanna be influenced by other people who probably dont even give a damn, i want to live for myself.
dont, dont make me feel this way please. i dont want to tear you (or myself) apart.
Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Or even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
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Sunday, January 24, 2010
everyone's applying for their desired courses in their ideal universities, scholarships that they well deserve-and getting them. me? i feel so sorry for myself, cause i've not the slightest idea what course i wanna do, which uni im considering, whether i am even applicable for any scholarships (if i want any). well done.
oh yes As results is coming out soon, say in about 6 weeks' time? thinking about it, As really sucked, the papers were super crappy and i dont feel the least confident at all. ha well done again and good luck to me.
i want to be able to control my actions, and my emotions. i dont like the feeling of helplessness and despair. i want to remove those two words from my dictionary. i want to add in calm and cool so that i will be able to appear that way. i dont wanna be influenced by other people who probably dont even give a damn, i want to live for myself.
dont, dont make me feel this way please. i dont want to tear you (or myself) apart.
Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Or even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
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