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Sunday, February 28, 2010
hello im here to rant rant rant. im so irritated now i can just explode. the weather sucks like shit, it's so freaking warm im sweating like i just bathed even though my fan is blowing right at me. my throat is threatening to rebel yet i just popped a hershey kiss into my mouth. pimples stop popping up im so irritated i feel like peeling my face off alr gahhh. i feel so fat i havent exercised for so long, i can feel those lipids in my tummy and arms and legs, everywhere. and i know results are coming out soon. if i tell you im not worried at all, that i never gave a thought as to how i'll do for this, that i dont care or that it doesnt matter, im lying through my teeth cause the fact is that i do care. but it's precisely because i know nothing i do now can change the result, i can only say all those rubbish so that all of us wont get all jittery when we still have about 4 normal days to go before friday. and honestly, im upset because i dont understand why ppl think that all students from hc/rj/(top schools or whatever you call them) will definitely do well cause that's not true at all. from what i heard, an older rj guy actually retook his As with us this year, and some senior from our school scraped into some lan diao course and these are just two examples out of many others. and in any case, diff ppl have diff targets and expectations so dont giving ppl false hope by saying they'll definitely do damn freaking well as if you alr knew the results. and so please stop generalizing. the next person who tells me that "of course you dont have to be scared. you sure do damn well one what/get straight As" or anything to that effect in that you're-from-top-school-leh way, dont blame me if i scream right in your face because im telling you now very honestly, seriously, truthfully, that I AM NOT CONFIDENT AT ALL CAUSE I THINK THE PAPERS ARE EFF-ING SCREWED UP. saw that?! okay that's all whatever i said isnt meant for any specific persons so dont think too much, end of ranting kthxbye.
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Sunday, February 28, 2010
hello im here to rant rant rant. im so irritated now i can just explode. the weather sucks like shit, it's so freaking warm im sweating like i just bathed even though my fan is blowing right at me. my throat is threatening to rebel yet i just popped a hershey kiss into my mouth. pimples stop popping up im so irritated i feel like peeling my face off alr gahhh. i feel so fat i havent exercised for so long, i can feel those lipids in my tummy and arms and legs, everywhere. and i know results are coming out soon. if i tell you im not worried at all, that i never gave a thought as to how i'll do for this, that i dont care or that it doesnt matter, im lying through my teeth cause the fact is that i do care. but it's precisely because i know nothing i do now can change the result, i can only say all those rubbish so that all of us wont get all jittery when we still have about 4 normal days to go before friday. and honestly, im upset because i dont understand why ppl think that all students from hc/rj/(top schools or whatever you call them) will definitely do well cause that's not true at all. from what i heard, an older rj guy actually retook his As with us this year, and some senior from our school scraped into some lan diao course and these are just two examples out of many others. and in any case, diff ppl have diff targets and expectations so dont giving ppl false hope by saying they'll definitely do damn freaking well as if you alr knew the results. and so please stop generalizing. the next person who tells me that "of course you dont have to be scared. you sure do damn well one what/get straight As" or anything to that effect in that you're-from-top-school-leh way, dont blame me if i scream right in your face because im telling you now very honestly, seriously, truthfully, that I AM NOT CONFIDENT AT ALL CAUSE I THINK THE PAPERS ARE EFF-ING SCREWED UP. saw that?! okay that's all whatever i said isnt meant for any specific persons so dont think too much, end of ranting kthxbye.
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